Tuesday, October 26, 2004
love!!!!!!!!!!
life hav become pretty complicated..
thigns happen this few days.....
some of you might know it..........
but some dont..
anyway.........things happened..and it happend..
hmm...............
why do we hav to go thru emotional stress.....
things aournd me hav been moving pretty quick..i see ppl who are once single became a couple and once a couple became single....
things get pretty hectic..
why does love hav to hurt..........
ahha..its seems the answer is this......when u love someone...the greatest love is when u lay down ur life for your fren....
its not merely something to see from a bf and gf but the love where frens do hav a true frenship......love that comes from the heart and not just physical attraction.........
sigh...........i felt sad to see ppl falll under thier love life..
hmm..
i kind of love this song.,
its perfect fan from backstreet boys..
the songs has meaningful words...for mum...:)
Backstreet Boys The Perfect Fan lyrics
It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed
Chrous:
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed meJust how to walk without your hands
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan
God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son
Chrous
You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would
Always be thereI wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine
Chrous
Cause mom you always wereMom
you always wereMom you always were
You know you always were
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan
I love you mom
"love is somethign that u give it away"
5:08 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Mission Trip!!!
well...yesterday whole bunch of us from CF ,mostly alphas went over to kampung jus and kampung Gunung Ledang to do some mission trip..
Pas joanne, Bro. David, jason, solomon, belle, renee, julian, joel lucius, dayze, edmund and me....
we left forkampung Jus after havin breakfast and the food court....the journey was pretty interesthing with all the "nice" potholes and the dung on the road by some cows..haha
we reached kampung Jus at bout 11 something...then we were introduced to Pas. joseph who is the pastor there..we met a few ppl there....paul, jonathan and others ler..nice tlaking to them...
next..nearly bout 330pm..we went over to gunung ledang...the road to it was way relaly worse like doing a rally racing just that imagine a van a kembara an atos and an isawara driving this road condition..scary..........hehe got holes everywhere no proper tar roads....soem roads are so narrow that only a car can go thru chun chun...........hmm.......but thank God we reach there safely.....
there we did some programs for the kids..haha..had much fun there...entertaining them....
the kids were kinda dirty looking wearing shabby clothes and barefooted....some are quite young but very active..imagine they can climb up trees like a monkey..fast and very agile....
at bout 7pm we decided to leave cos its getting dark and there is no electricity there...then comes the interesthing part..the holes on the road....some are filled with mud and lo and behold soli car got stuck..aha shud see the pics from renee cam elr..hehe..then i was in jason car....he moved and soemhow also got stuck..,being the only guy there i had to goout and try to push the car,.luckily got some of the porang asli came and help....but still i got my whole leg till my ankle ler into the mud..haha so pai seh to go into the car like hat luckily got newspaper....
thats the worst part lor..
this morning we attend thier service its nice to see that they are so vibrant in worshipiing God..
this mission trip has make me realise how much we hav ben blessed as we compare to thier life...it also make me think of all the things that i worry and complain..though they led a simple life they still do hav thier own problems but when u listen to thier problem..u will see that our problem seems like nth compare to them..,..i see those kids running around...so excited when they see strangers...and also thier curiosity to know more bout God....it reminds me that i need to build up such simple faith in God and walk a life full with blessings....
God bless u all.....:)
4:40 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
AARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY PENANG HOUSE GOT BURGLARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrgghhhh...d*** this really just spoilt my good mood..ish.....of all things...
ok...wats lost..........
my old pc back in penang....all my photos..memories..all gone to that stupid burglar....
then my pS1...ish....cannot play anymore...:(
my parents belongings..jewellery...mum's purse.....and even my mum kindergarten stuff which was just bought......and it cost RM200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and of all things....my cousin who is my neighbour saw the burglar..went into my house...then he heard a loud sound....PPOOMM!!!!!!...but then he din tell my aunt bout it.....ish..and of all things this happen in broad daylight in the evening..imagine its 730pm where everybody is still awake...
and the worst thing is that...my house is about 3 mins walk to the police station.....arrgghhhh!!!!
i'm so frustrated.....why does this things happen when things seems to be going right...
sigh..............
nway i did had a good time before this incident..went to have chendol with the stef, grace, sam, win nee, soon, aaron, cp, lucius.....and met kamini.......
ish then went for mission trip meeting when the call of the burglary came...
ish this really make my day sad for now...........
arrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!
devastated............
God, may u bless this burglar that he may realise his mistake of burglaring ppl one day...
sigh..............
9:38 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
peekaboo!!!!!!!!
well well....today is and interesting day for me..hehe.....yesterday went to gym..then this morning woke up whole body aching and its raining..yay!!! hahah went class late for 10 mins...still ok kua,.,eeheh
then at 12 to 2 i had my tutorial.....but then......somethins occured
things that really excites all the boys in my class..ahaha
actually nth much elr..
my fren kept peeping thru the slit in the room into another room which has lots of girls..and...fortunately the girl nearest to it is quite pretty...
then we had a 5 mins break...while they all went out to try to peek thru the door another fren came and tear a piece of paper and wrote another fren phone number down and put it thru the slit..hehe..and i was standing in front of the slit..and oh boy i saw the girls face..she has nice eyes..hehe..pity...ehehe...
:P
ok...now back to myself now...i guess i'm falling sick elr...been havin headache occasioanally now.....hmm....must drink more water....
arrgghhh test comin up next week...gotta study.....tsk tsk....been very lazy ler..
hahah
blek
2:21 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
CF!!
ummm......life back in trim 2 is kinda hectic considering how many things to do...but i'm excited bout cf tonight..hehe...now reading naruto manga....nth much to do....tsk tsk...cant wait for NOC and cant wait on wat role i'm playing..hehe....
many things happen this past few days....and i dont knwo whether to be glad for it to happen or sad.....but all in all...i guess God has a plan for everythin....i hav been havin this weird dream...for the past few nights...like i cant remeber the detail erl..but i just wake up liek a few times every night resulting in lack of good sleep..hehe
nway i'm glad that i hav frens around me.....
bored............
feeling kinda crazy yet sad..duno??
hmm....am i a good fren???
tsk tsk....
but......
i feel kinda tired to hide things ler....
i had crushes since i came to MMU....
i had been thru seeing thisn happening.....good or bad...
but i felt i still love the one........
ish nvm....
anyway its her birthday tomoro...
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY P**
:P
4:54 PM
