Sunday, July 17, 2005
Vulnerable..
hmm..days pass by..ppl pass by...and life continues....some said ive grown to be emo...some said ive become sensitive... hmm...i wonder if i really am?this few days hav been a really hectic and stressful day for me...ive experience a lot..lots of things in life....its easy to love someone but its hard to let go....its easy to get someone close to you but its hard to withdraw from being too close...I felt so vulnerable....vulnerable to gettin hurt...jealous...Oh God help me to realise that You have a plan for me in everything that happen...hope i can get thru this...as exams are around the corner and i felt no mood to study..being emo and sensitive is not good...Lord pls take away this pain as i need to learn how to pick myself up and let go...Friends are there to pick us up from where we fall....sometimes..i felt...vulnerably hurt...but i need to get over it...friends encourage me..friends hurt me...but friends whether close or far will nvr leave my heart...:)
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
I'm back!!!!
hey peeps...
sorry for not blogging for so long....actuallyi'm quite busy with lots of stuff......and worst of all i still din start studying yet..this is gonna be my most slackiest trim..sigh....
nway....to cut things short.....hols was fun.....welll not msot of the time...cos i work for one month in a networking company....hehe...
then came back for orientation...this is one great week...cos i did hav lots of fun....wearing board and stuff..giving flyers n getting to know the alphas better...hehe...this year got lots of new freshies coming to CF and amazingly got a lot of girls....=D we went for pantai kundur and i got dump into the water...tradition...hehehe
well....all this fun passes..when the trim start...where books and elctures start to haunt u.... well for me....classses has nvr been that bored when u get really slacker lecterurs...wonder how MMU can accept them....well...still this time..i hav to really stick my head into the book and study study study study...
to make things worse..i got sick during the first week...and boy its really a total suffer..i seems to be like a zombie everyday to class....tsk tsk....
wellf or now...i relaly need to knock this words to my head...'STUDY OR U WILL FAIL!!!!!'
well back to really pressured life.....:(
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