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blessed new year!!!

2008-01-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

A new layout for the new year!!woohoo.. =P

well here are some random flashback 07 pics..

...this is my homechurch JCMC sanctuary...

...mlc camp hommies...

...act...

...ms. Camo [Christmas Pressie]...

...779i...

Hav a Blessed New Year!!!=)

You deserved the glory

2007-05-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

This song was sung this morning in church..tho this song is an old song and was sung by many churches, i kinda like this remix version from Perth Christian Life Centre. This song has blessed me this morning so i just wanna share it with you all. =D

You deserve the glory
And the honor
Lord we lift our hands in worship
As we lift your holy name
You deserve the glory
And the honor
Lord we lift our hands in worship
As we lift your holy name

For You are great
You do miracles so great
There is no one else like You
There is no one else like You
For You are great
You do miracles so great
There is no one else like You
There is no one else like You

today is Mother's Day!!! Here's a dedication spot for my mum =]

Mum, at times i might be cheeky, rebellious and naughty. But i thank God for giving you patience in building me to what I am now. Happy Mother's Day! Love yea =D

Till I see You

2007-04-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

I'll trust in You

...........

2007-03-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

*achtung! emo post*

i dunno......
i dunno wat to do..
this broken road....
this hanging bridge...
i;m holding on...
every single step...
every breath...
hoping to be stronger...
hoping to withhold...
making it better....
but alas...
is it just me?
alone...
i dunno...

Lord...
give me strength..
to run this race..
to withstand this barrier..
grant me wisdom..
to make the right choice...
and not regret..
make me understand...
Your will...
and meaning in my life...
and most of all...
made me Your child...
God's precious...
knowing Your will...
walking the right path...
living the right way...
through Your eyes...

Valentine....<3

2007-02-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Valentine's day....
I was kept in the light...thinking....
What is Valentine without love...
Let us not forget what Agape love is...
At the cross....

well....yesterday was my sister birthday too....=]

jz wanna give a shoutout to my loving sis....she's 24 d...heeheee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!

this Valentine....as i recall back on what my past valentine is about..i felt this year...its diff...i'm happy =D not because i;m already 21 this year... but well...i'm blessed

=] =] =] i got a* (hee...i got my sweetheart, ai =P )

hee...gonna go back tomoro d for CNY...
GONG XI FA CAI!!!
may this year u will find more meaning in your life!!!=]

missing u...

all to Jesus....

2007-01-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

i jz took my killer paper...thank God i can do it...=] hope i can pass or at least get a B...praying and hoping...=] hee...my next paper is on Sunday...but tomoro i;m leaving to KL for my cousin's wedding..hee its at Marriot Hotel in Putrajaya..planning to study there too..hee =] =]

well..today is not really a happy day...while i was studying halfway early in the morning...i got an sms....Richard's dad passed away...i was stunned...and....its just so sudden...=[

at this time...i guess wat we can do is to lift up Grace and Richard and the whole family unto God's hand...

All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give;
I will ever love and trust Him,
In his presence daily live.

I surrender all, I surrender all;
All to thee, my blessed Savior,
I surrender all.

All to Jesus I surrender,
Humbly at His feet I bow,
Worldly pleasures all forsaken,
Take me Jesus, take me now.

I surrender all, I surrender all;
All to thee, my blessed Savior,
I surrender all.

take control......

2007-01-02T10:25:00.000+08:00

Lord Jesus....

Pls take control of my life...
Let Your will be done in my life...

this new year...
grant me strength...
grant me wisdom...
grant me maturity in You...

I'll be waiting...patiently...=]
thank you Jesus...

Love is patience

last post for 2006

2006-12-31T12:18:00.000+08:00

well...well...here's a toast to 2006...today is the last day for this year...and i cant help to think back what Ive been thru' this year..=] there's a lot of things happening to me...well some are good some are bad..and i just am grateful to God for seeing me thru' right till now..sometimes i think i have misused God's trust in me...=[ but well...HE brought me back...=D

I will like to thank God for all this blessings HE has blessed me with...=]

my voice...( that i can sing for Him)
my height..( hee...well its still me =P)
my parents..( brought me up to where i am now)
my CF frens..( you all have brought joy into my life)
my love..(you bring love into my life >.<)

hee..hope you all have a blessed new year ahead...=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

CHRISTmas!!!

2006-12-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

hee..it's been a long long time since i updated anything. Well here goes a very long post den!!! =)

Last weekend, a group of us, MMUCFers did a cantata in Dataran Pahlawan. Well you must be wondering what is a cantata. It is a kinda story telling with songs and narration =P well back to the topic. We did it on stage and we're very blessed to be able to share the good news to the public under the Bless the City program organized by combined churches in Malacca. =D

group pic!!

Last Tues, we went caroling in Ixora and EP. Its a totally new experience as we really bless the ppl around us with carols and our singing. =)

Just now, I went to visit Mark's Church and see another of his production of musical entitled 'BELIEVE'. Its very original and i jz realise tht there are meaning in every Christmas things such as Christmas tree right up to the stars around it and light and all those angel around it.

well, this Christmas, I din go home. Actually i could hav just take a bus home and surprised my mum n dad. haha but i guess now its too late. =P nway i'm happy here in MLC. =] =]

well..wat do i want for christmas....
hmm...any suggestion for me??
hee...drop by my tag and tell me wat i deserve...haha
=]
i want...*wink *wink =P

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Greatest gift is Jesus....

Christmas is here!!!

2006-12-01T09:52:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS is just around the corner...and as i browse thru my memories of the past Christmas i had here in Mlc..boy..its been nearly 3 years ive been here..heee i;m gettin old..tsk tsk :P but here's one video and pictures i found in my database...the good ol' times... =]

(see how young we all look...haha =D)

Christmas is not about Christmas tree...
Nor is it about Santa Clause
Reindeer...or even snowman..
but it is about the love tht God has shown to us...
An Agape love...=]

broken...yet fixed =]

2006-11-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

well...this past few days has been something...well what should i say..an emo moment for me...trying to find my broken pieces and fix it together....and i am sure i cant do it without the help of God...He has brought me back from the path which i have led myself astray..and now I'm back...i cant be more grateful for what He has done for me...just as this song Who Am I...by Casting Crowns..it has blessed me again now..since it was introduced to me 2 years ago...=]

here is a videoclip from youtube..where Casting Crowns shows how to play this song...thanks tha!

who am i to u...=]

death note

2006-11-11T11:10:00.000+08:00

well well..last night just watched death note the movie...its not really tht nice compared with da manga...hee but well worth to watch it and get hooked on in the story line...

Death Note is a movie about Light Yagami who is a law college student...he came upon a notebook called death note. This notebook is actually dropped by a shinigami (death god named Ryuk). The names written on the book will die of heart attack within 40 sec if the caused is not written and so on. Its an entertaining movie. You should watch it.=)

;">it's been one week since class started..and boy i began to feel the toughness of this trim subjects..hope i can score..heee=D
hmmm....
life...
hoping...
waiting...
trusting
relying...
on Him for guidance.=]

...being me

back!!!

2006-11-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

It feels so good to be back in MLC...tho i don wan to leave PG either..heee but well..here i am back here...ready to tackle another trim of my degree....hope i can survive thru.=) well here are some updates....

My Mum's B'day

din take much photo for my other outings..hee..well...as i was cleaning up my room back in PG..i came across a few things tht brought back memories...hehe enjoy...

This r my Junior Boy's Brigade badges...
boy i miss those times

This is my orange strap watch
(which i once wore it =D)

This card was given to me by a close fren b4 i left 4 mmu
cute rite da card? they said i look like duck cos of my mouth?
hmm...=P

This are my long lost toys...haha
a working binocular and a old film camera..
still workable but i nvr try b4...heee

this is my KH project back when i'm in form 2!=]

heheee....this is my uniform for Red Crescent..
i was a sergeant tht time =D

lastly...ehe..here's a pic of my sis n me =)
(cant see my eyes..hur hur)

cheerios~ for now =D

still waiting....=)

=]

2006-10-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

well...i'm back in Penang..since last Sunday.....well the trip back to Pg was quite an interesting one..cos we need to go to KL to change bus to PG...being quite a noob..first time taking a two trip bus back...we went to kl at 630am in the mornin...thank God we reach early in Pudu as all buses goin towards North hav to travel to Duta station...so off we went..me, luc, elv, elys n jay sern...luckily there's a shuttlebus provided and we enjoyed a 15 minute ride around the city..=D we reached Duta station and board the bus and reach PG at 2..yay!!

reached home!!its so nice....i miss my dad, mum and my sis..since its bout 3 months i din go back =) Penang is still the same...tho more congested and its been raining everyday since i got back.. guess Penang is touched i'm back!!! haha..ok its lame...=P

I finally bought my phone!!! tho i'm poorer by RM1.3k..haha i got my N3250!!!its cool....its hot black...and its mine!!=D

well...just this afternoon i went to help out my church frens..doin some colouring and arts for the kindergarten graduation...i din get to take the cartoon characters but i did get their 'tree bark' haha..its not coloured yet but i presume its gonna look cool when its finished in my church new hall...=) more pics to come....soon..

ice cream with strawberries from Cameron Highlands =P

well this song speaks my mood now..
~Sometimes - Britney Spears~

free!!!!

2006-10-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

yay!!! Finally finals are over. Boy! I'm glad tho now everyday wake up like aimlessly dunno wat to do...hehe...i did 5 papers...tho all also like well...thank God its over but hoping to score ler...=]

nway tomoro its the starting of Malaccan camp 2006...i cant wait for it...my third one since i step into mlc...=D the first one i will always remember the water pistol war in cameron highlands..hehe.. the second one...well..great time in PD..and now still in PD but diff place...hope its gonna be another blast!!!!=D

well..today just had char siew rice...its awesome delicious and i ate two plates!!! i cant believe i could actually eat tht much..haha...but well guess its because of the swimming i had in the afternoon...now i'm off to pack my bags..lazy to pack ler...scared forgot to bring things..hehe

chaoz for now..will be back after camp for updates and pics hope got!!!haha

Sometimes =]

2006-10-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes
When things don't go our way
We just wish that everything will pass away

Sometimes
When troubles come and haunt our life
We look up to the sky and cried
"Why God why?!"

Sometimes
We wish for a simpler life
but yet because of our pride
things became complicated n filled with lies

Sometimes
We broke down because of love
and faltered under shattering hope

But remember
All these times
God has always been by our side
Look up and hear His cries

"My child when you're in trouble,
I am here listening to your grumble,
Sharing your pain and sorrow,
Ensuring you a better tomorrow"
So have faith in Me,
And I'm sure you'll see,
No problem is too big for Me,
Even if its bigger than the sea."

®louis 8OCT06

Korean Fren

2006-10-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERIC!

can u see our eyes?

Deric is half-korean...
and he is my friend...=P
Deric is cool, metro, and still single...
all in all he is a nice guy ler..=D
22 d...good year to start to....ermm...
settle down?haha..
happy birthday Deric da man...

a jolly fren

2006-10-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

today i just had my first paper...
its kinda well... tough..=D
hope things get better for the other paper..

nway today just wanan give a birthday shoutout to
SOLOMON

hehe...
its been more than 2 years i know Soly..
the jolly good soly...
nvr fail to make tht cheerful smile...
just wan to wish u all da best in your life..
May God continue to mold u into a great man of God!!
hee...22 d...can start finding wife d...=D

soly is my fren!!=P

cold yet healthy mornin....=]

2006-09-28T11:19:00.000+08:00

this morning...i woke up at 730!!
730 in the mornin...on a cold cold nice mornin to sleep...
i was reluctant at first...but well...
i promised the padelpoppers last night....
so off i went and got myself prepared...
lo n behold...i looked out..
it was still drizzling...
so i gave a call to JC...
still wet...
so the plan was called off...
happily i went back n flopped myself on the bed...

teet...teet....teet...teet....
You've got msg!!!

JC, "we are waiting 4 the rain to stop n den go...which is about now!!!"
" still wanna come?"

haha...i jumped from my bed n woke luc up!
and while we were readying ourselves...
JC misscalled me 3 times....
rushing me...=P

the 5 of them were already waiting...
in the middle of the road...
imagine its like spice girls...posing there
hands at waist...waiting...
haha..ok got the picture?!=P

so off we went...
wait i din tell wats the plan right?
hehe...we went hiking!!
Bunga Raya hill...
5 girls and two guys...=p
with some sleepy...
grumpy...
blurry...
n hyppy...=D

the hike was refreshing...
tho some parts the stench...was just unbearable...=]
everything went well...
till we reach the last part...
the most steep one..
and i...
i....
i..slipped...
too slippery n my shoes got not much grip..hahah
so embarassed...*blush*
but luckily no injuries...=D

comin down was fun...
tho.....nobody slide...
but me...
again...no grip and i slip for a few second...
luckily i din cause any of them to fall...
ish ish...
again sho pai seh lerh....=P

after tht much exercise...
we decide to indulged ourself in...
DIM SUM!!
ironically....haha

well..thts indeed a fruitful mornin~
tho i'm a bit worn out now..
not used to it..hehe

let's do it again!!!=D

Friendship

2006-09-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

We grow closer to each other
When we’re closer to the Lord
The common faith that we share
Binds our hearts in one accord

For friendships last a life time
When built on Jesus Christ
Throughout each different season
We find we are in life

Friends are there through times of grief
And times when hope is gone
Always there with encouragement
So we can carry on

So thank the Lord for giving you
A true and faithful friend
To laugh with you, and cry with you
On whom you can depend

For friends will stay no matter what
Giving you support
And together your hearts truly unite
With the love of the Lord.

© By M.S.Lowndes.

love conquers all

cracked....

2006-09-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday....
we had our presentation..
of our project...
our group name is...
mozart protege
and this is our project...
da grand piano
it looks kinda ok...
tho this pic is not the final product
=)

well just had our CF meeting
and i'm blessed again by songs
tht really speaks to my heart..
and my situation right now..
=D

i love this song..
tho my life is cracked...
this song help me find back God
hope it blesses you too..

Hillsongs - Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

God is the strength of my heart

hope...

2006-09-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

this past few weeks has been a very busy week for me...
with all assignments due...
i don seem to hav much time to study...
sigh...

anyway i truly felt blessed...
to be able to serve Him in church...
for the past three weeks..
ive been singing for worship...
and it somehow stir up in me..
how much i wan to sing for Him...
the PASSION tht is there...

2 days ago...
i was feeling a bit down...[emo]
well..maybe i think too much...
but well...when i;m in God's presence...
i felt the peace of God overwhelmed me...
comforting me...and makin me feel so at peace...
truly God is great!!!
and all honour and glory be unto Him...

life...
is difficult when we ourselves make it complicated..
Lord i pray..
tht i will lead a simple life
with a simple purpose
with a simple heart
with a simple passion
with a simple love
and to be able to understand...
wat is Your will in my life...
whether my studies....relationship...
i trust in you...=)

I will just like to share this song...
which we sing this morning...

Hosanna
Paradise live

All the nations come
They bow and sing
Your majesty forever
Every tongue confess that You are Lord

Every knee shall bow
Declare Your name
That You are Lord forever
High and lifted high we bless Your Name

In Your Holiness
I find redemption’s song
In Your Majesty
I find where I belong

Hosanna
You are Holy and exalted
Hosanna
You are High and lifted high
Hosanna
You are worthy of all praise
We worship You
We worship you

Amazed

2006-09-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

by Desperation

You dance over me
While I am unaware
You sing all around
But I never hear the sound

Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How You love me

How wide
How deep
How great
Is Your love for me

How wide, O how wide Lord
How deep, O how deep Lord
How great, O how great
Is Your love for me

Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
How You love me

B.U.S.Y.

2006-08-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

busy...busy..busy.....
this few days has been very busy for me...
well...regarding the youth pastor school camp...
there's a lot i've learn...
will update it later...
but for now...
just wanna give a birthday shoutout to

WAYNE
aka 'tom cruise'?? 'bruce lee'??
nah....haha =P
It's been a blessing to have u as
my fren, hsemate n brother in Christ...=D
ROCK on for HIM!!!
cheers!!

JACINTHA
a cute girl with a sweet smile...
its truly been a blessing to know you...
God bless!!!=)

am i ready?

2006-08-07T01:43:00.001+08:00

am i ready?

this is the question tht pop in my head...

my hard disk spoilt...
so hav to buy new one..
hope i can still recover my old data...

well..
tomoro....i;m goin for the youth pastor school training..
i dunno y i'm a bit tension...
hmmm....nway do keep me in prayer...
cos i feeling a bit sicklish d..
due to heatiness from durian??!!!
hahaha...

nway...
hope u all hav a good one week break...
don forget to buy something for me..hahaha=D

so...
am i ready...
for this camp???..i guess so...=P
for exam??..definitely NO!!!=D

Who am i.......

2006-08-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

WHO AM I
Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

diff?? still the same....

2006-07-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

diff.....
or is it still the same??

well..
its been more than 2 years....
ive been in mlc...
it just seem like i just arrived yesterday...
hehe....

but i truly thank God....
blessing me here in Mlc..
with great pastor like Pas. Joanne...
great frens in MMUCF....
but most of all...
a great God tht stood by me...
thank you God....

here are pics from 2004, 2005 and now...hehe
care to see the diff??
hope ive change for the better....
=P

2004

2005

Now

What you are is God's gift to you
What you make of yourself is your gift to God

sleepless night

2006-07-24T11:37:00.000+08:00

last night...
i just couldnt sleep..
you know why??
cos of.....
MOSQUITOES!!!
=P
man...i was scratching my whole body..
whole night long...
esp my arms and legs...
tsk tsk..
now got marks here and there...
itchy!!!!=P

nway...
today is the 3rd day of...
NECF 40 days fast and prayer...
hehe..only 3 ppl came today
for 10 am prayer in astaka...
still where 2 or 3 are gather..
i'm sure God is there too..=)

well...
i guess...
God has a meaning n plan
for every single thing tht happen
God is giving me time...
time to ponder...
and learn....
=)

when the waiting is over
God's love prevails

finding myself....

2006-07-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

well well...
this past few days...
been goin thru lots of stuff..
hehe....assignments...tutorials..
homeworks...responsiblities...

sometimes....
just wondering...
whether wats God's purpose for me here...
right here in MMU mlc...

well..
currently...just trying to rediscovering myself..
grouping all my feelings together...
trying to comprehend wat am i doin now..
and most of all...is it God's will?
I believe...
Jesus will rescue me..
in His own time...
showing me things...
tht will bring me pure joy
in the Lord!
^_^

i love this song...
Rescue---->playing now

hope this song will bless u...
just as it did to me...
=)

blessed....

2006-07-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

3 days ago...
went to mentakab...
to bless the church there...
its an awesome experience...
to know tht simple faith...
tht brings great miracles...
in this small lil town...

i got to know some ppl better...
make more new frens...
but the journey to Taman Negara
was the best...
first time ever i walk on the canopy walk..
its truly an exciting experience...
seeing God's amazing creation...

well...
not everything ends well for me yesterday...
got a call from dad...
mum has been admitted to hospital...
again for the post-op effects pain..
its been happening again..
hope she will recover soon...
May God heal her...

---------------------------
A prayer for my mum

Lord Jesus..
I know You love me more than anythin else..
right now i will like to ask...
healing for my mum...
relieved her from the pain..
and help her to recover fast...
i pray all this in Jesus name
AMEN

----------------------------

the time has come....

2006-07-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

finally....
the time has come....
for mentakab missin trip...

truthfully..
i;m looking forward to this trip...
lots of excitement bound to happen...
passionate for Him...

keep me in prayer...
=)

THE TIME HAS COME
Hillsongs United

Found love beyond all reason
You gave Your life Your all for me
And called me Yours forever
Caught in the mercy fallout
I found hope found life
Found all I need
You're all I need

The time has come
To stand for all we believe in
So I for one am gonna
Give my praise to You

Today today it's all or nothing
All they way
The praise goes out to You
Yeah all the praise goes out to You
Today today I live for one thing
To give You praise
In everything I do
Yeah all the praise goes out to You

All we are is Yours
And all we're living for
Is all You are
Is all that You are Lord

tired....

2006-07-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk....

this past few days has been kinda busy...
maybe with all the works piling up..

i am feeling the stress and feeling tired of everything..
lots of works need to be done...

well....i hope i can go thru all this...
Lord...give me strength....

pray for me....
thanks =)

phones....

2006-07-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

well well...
my n2100 seems to be spoilt...
or goin to...hehe

i did some searching and this two phones caught my attention..
N3250 and SEk610i
both seems nice but i guess i opt for..
user friendly...which will be NOKIA..hehe

but still....hoping to get one by end of this year..
no money..no new phone...=P

i like the pink one..haha
but i guess go for black..nicer!!
cool wei~
this one i like the red one...
tho it looks girlish i guess..haha
but the reviews showed its not relaly a good phone
still....
red chun wei~=P

ENGLAND ROX!

2006-06-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

haha...world cup fever!
hoping England will win this time...
but keeping my fingers crossed as...
Brazil...Germany...Argentina...
playing their best!!!=)

still England team rock on!!

holidays over!!!

2006-06-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

well well...time flies...
before i even know it...i'm in Gamma now!
tht means 3 more years to go for me!=P

my holidays are gonna be over....
this monday starting classes...boohooooooo

well...wat i did during holidays?!!

IF camp....awesome camp!!!
the time where i can meet and be closer to our frens in cyber!
here are some pics!!!!

back in Penang.....nth much...
eat...sleep...tv..eat...sleep...tv...
no wonder my i look bigger size now...haha i think =P

now back in MLC for orientation...
its been good so far....a lot of new guys..hehe
hope this academic year will be another AWESOME year for God!

today....
i just watch Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift.....
this movie is a must watch...better than initial d!!i think =D

*thinking*
i like this phrase....
"you dont hav to love me...but let me love you"
i got this from one of the drama!=)

shoppin + shocking news=(

2006-06-09T12:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday me n lucius went to prangin...
we sat the bus...
well...this is wat i see when i walk into the auditorium..
pity i dont hav a camera phone....=P

there's a lingerie fair!!!
those big rectangular metal thingy..
to keep the clothes....
they're piled up with lingerie of all colours...
red..blue..black..biege..polka dots..
i tried not to go near there...=P
but the excalator is right beside it!!
haha...=D

nway..i did bought a jean n a new canvas shoes..
in another sales corner....=P
yay!!!

that evening...
i went out with my church childhood fren..
Patricia..
her mum fetch my mum,pat, luc n me to eat in...
Hongkie Kopitiam!!
i think thats the correct spelling...heeeee
the menu is pretty funny..
there's food like...mother in-laws....
actually its just some beef in some sauce..
haha...nway i ate this mozarella-baked riced with fish fillet..
yum yum....really its delicious!!!=P

well...that night din end really well...
cos we got a phone call...
my church pastor was admitted into hospital...
he is also my God-uncle...Rev. Moses
when we reached...he is goin thru MRI...
for a scan of his head...
the doctor said the scan prove everything is alright..
but the thing is he seems to forget things...
n cannot recognise even me!! =(
he's only in his late 40's only!!!!
when i reach home...
my godmum called...
the doc said he got hemorrhage in his brain!!
well..for now...wat i can do is pray...

for those who are reading my blog...
pls keep my pastor in prayer...
thanks....=)

bored...

2006-06-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

its been like only 3 days since i'm back in Pg....but i felt bored....
haha....this is wat i did....
eat...tv
eat...tv
eat...tv
oh boy....me gonna get fat.....=P

well...just watch ultraviolet in the com....and the show really not worth to watch...

last night..went to watch benchwarmers with my sis...it was ok....funny...considering rob schneider is in it....haha

well...this is some quiz i took..dunno true not...=P

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun.
And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.
Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.
However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?

well...another boring day for me....hope tomoro will be an exciting one...
shopping!!!
haha...planning to buy a few things b4 i go back mlc...
sneakers....
jeans....(replace my torn jeans which my mum despised)
others.....*grinz

home

2006-06-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

There is no place like home...

Reach Penang yesterday morning bout 530am....
and this is wat i gonna do...=P

Penang food....irresistable(eat...eat...eat...haha)
TV....its like ages since i sit n watch 6 hours straight =P
my homechurch....unforgettable memories
hanging out with my groupies.......tho not all but still priceless memories

tomoro gonna go hang out with my sis....catch up those lost moments with her..

i like her hair......so nice.....reddish brown....shud i dye??
haha...mum gonna kill me if i did that.....

well...there's lots n lots n lots of cars in Penang....kinda scared to drive here d..hehe...=P

my trip to Singapore was postponed again....cos well...don feel like goin d cos kinda rushy and only got lil time and my sis n mum cant go...man.....i gonna miss the BIG sales....i wan to go shop!!!haha this sounds so......nvm =P

well....maybe i can go during the one week break......anyone??

kudos and happy holidays to u all.....=)

enjoy........

yay!!

2006-05-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

finals are finally over...

well during my last paper today...
i had a terrible migraine which makes me all nauseating and dizzy till i had to lay down my head for half an hour...

well there goes my half hour...luckily can do..=)

nway..i;m back home in penang!!!

yayness!!!!!=P

follow pastor down to Penang...hehe

will update later...sleepy now...

ZZzz....

Happy Birthday!!! NEE!! ^_^

2006-05-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

hehe...just finish 3 papers....
2 more to go...
sigh...

=)
I've changed my blog layout...wat do u guys think??
give me your comments....=P

just wanna give a birthday SHOUTOUT to

RENEE

thank you for being a great fren to me......
grateful to GOD for giving me this chance to know you!!!
May God continue to pour His blessings upon you......=)

Continue to dance passionately for Him!!!!!=D

..........................

2006-05-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

Today i had my Electronics test....

basically....its tough and i only slept for 3 hours....=P
guess gonna fail this one or just merely pass....
praying for miracle that i will get at least a 'B'...hehe

well...my tagboard is up again and its new one!!

the old one i guess the bankrupt or just disappeared from the face of the internet...

haha...guess gonna go sleep first...tired and sleepy....

2 down....3 more to go....cant wait for it to end...

F.R.e.N.z.

2006-05-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

to all graduates....

to all those going industrial training...

to all alphas.....

this video is for you....

thank you for being my fren...

I'll nvr forget you...^_^

I'll treasure the crossroad that we met,
I'll remember the days that we spent,
tho' this parting i'll be sad,
but forever in my heart you'll be kept.

©louis 06

L.O.U.I.S.

2006-05-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

well well...
did some research on wat my name means and here it is...

LOUIS

Gender: Masculine
Usage: French, English, Dutch
Pronounced: loo-EE (French), LOO-is (English)
Meaning:(German) Famous in Battle; famous warrior

That proves with or without 's' sound its still ok with me!!!!!hehe

HHhhmmmmmm.....famous warrior??!! I hope to be a famous warrior for God!!(in exam too)>_<

well..i wonder wat L.O.U.I.S. will mean....^_^

hunger...

2006-05-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

its 230am now...

and i'm hungry....

suddenly i just felt the craving for homecook food.....sigh

my mum's cooking...

spaghetti...
curry chicken with bread...
black sauce pork....slurp
potato and carrot soup....

ish....it makes me more hungry...
*stomach growling...

now my dad's cooking....

roasted marinated chicken wings...yum yum
homemade chicken chop...*saliva comin out*
ginger vinegar pork leg...(duno wats the real name but in hokkien its tu kar chor =P)
and also my dad origin hainanese chicken rice.....yum yum...

man...now i wanna go home to taste all this food....

hungry........=(

my ear!!!

2006-05-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

My ear!!!

My ear!!!

i dunno wat happen but last night after i did my assignment then i went back to my room to listen to music..thats when i start to have this inbalance of pressure in my ear..

I thought it will go off soon but the next day i still have it..till now...=(

its not that painful but it just felt uneasy and I can keep hearing the humming sound........

AARRGGHHHH!!!

tomoro gonna see the doc...hope can diagnose whats the problem asap....=( sigh!!

its kinda making me feel sick!!!=(

a songs of life

2006-04-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

life's like a song...

sometimes...you're filled with passion...

"You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so i can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so i stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose"

other times...you're engulfed in emo-ness....

"One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry"

Thats when life begin to get more complicated...

feelings too complex to understand...

well...thats life...and we need to outgrown it....=P

haha...hope i can outgrown myself...~ becoming taller ~ becoming matured ~

n be who i am (,")

HAPPY EASTER

2006-04-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

well well...

today is easter and somehow i just reflect upon my life and felt blessed for wat God has did for me on the cross and in my life....

I'm grateful for all my friends around me...

whether we did fight, laugh n even cry together...

i truly cherish all the time i had with my friends here in Malacca and in Penang...

Thank you God for sending such people to encourage me, bringing hope into my life and most of all Thank you God for being with me thru all this times....

Here's a video I've made for this eventful day to thank God for all of you..

Yes...you...my frenz~=)

HUGS!!!

Good Friday

2006-04-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

y is it Good Friday?! y is it Good?

Cos its the day Christ died for our sins...and all i can do for today...to honour You King of Kings and Lord of Lords

This Song somehow touched me when i listen to it..check it out

In Christ Alone - Brian Littrell

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

Chorus:
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

God bless to all my Friends..

I really thank God for friends stood by me no matter wat i did...Thanks You God..

test!!!

2006-03-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

haha...here comes the test frenzy...

test = study
study = no play
no play = bored
bored = sleepy
sleepy = ZZzzz.........

so conclusion: test = ZZzzz.........

haha..thats wat happening to me....been trying to study really hard and in the end felt asleep.. tsk tsk...well...for now i am looking forward to some event that is happening right here in MLC...hehe

1) TRINITE ^_^
2) EE - Easter Event by cyber cfmmu

well...not forgetting our infamous midterm test...haha looking forward for it to end fast...hehe

tomoro got one test...hope i can make it good...^_^

time for me to study.....ZZZzzzz.......=P

PICS!!!

2006-02-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

well...this few days past and it does not seems to be a very good day..but somehow God brought me thru it with a renewed faith and strength....THANK YOU GOD!!! =D nway here are the updates since NOCIV....

16 Mac

we had our NIGHT OF CELEBRATION IV: a musical presentation entitled 'Chapters of Life'. its great fun and passion to do something for God in our campus to reach and touch my frens in campus...truly felt passionate to serve God...i love to sing...:) here are some pics i took before the real event...man..i hate make-up...makes me look like geisha...haha :P

this is b4 i am being make up by Pastor Joanne

This is afer the make up (hhmm..better? haha TQ Pastor)

Me with NOC II Director ~ Mr. Jason Teoh

Me with NOC III Director ~ Mr. Mark Choo

Me with NOC IV Director ~ Ms. Grace Goh (man..look at the red lips..sigh:P)

Me with the NOC IV back-up singers

Lucius, Deric n me

me, bernard, Nelson, Lucius n Siya

me with my two lovely assistants, Sandra n Esther (arent they cute?=P)

me with sharon che che =)

Dayze, me n ED

me apple n lucius

n last but not least presenting to u....

THE NEST FAMILY (<3>

well..thts all for NOC pics..hehe quite a lot tho....=P
for now..back to studies n..well...need to get my cgpa up again...study...study...

well...thx for reading my slow updated blog...=D

here's my collection of united live...enjoy!!

EMO!!!

2006-02-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

well...a warning as this is an emo entry.....

Time flies by and things just does not seems to be the way i want it to be...i'm confused over my own feelings n just dunno wat shud i do right now to solve watever confusion i had and the problems that i faced....sigh...Lord show me Your way....

As i look out the window...
Staring at the sunset......
my heart sinks.............
my emotions dry............

What happened Lord?
This feeling that felt like a cord,
Why does sadness happen?
Coiling n making my heart burn,

Confusion engulfed me.........
Blinded by wat i need to see..
Heart began to grow cold......
as the past getting old.......

Lord help me to realise,
That only you, my saviour Christ,
Can lead me out of this lies,
For its all a chapter of my life

© louis 13 Feb 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-01-03T10:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

well..a new year...a new beginning...a new passion...this year i'm gonna make it thru with renewed passion 4 God...:) well to all my frens back in Pg..thx 4 still being there for me tho so far away...and also to all my frens in mmucf...u guys and gurls ROcks..i guess without u guys seniors and juniors..i wouldnt be who i am today....i couldnt name u guys and gurls cos there are so many....this goes to prove how much God has bless me with u guys!!!!

nway today is Julian Birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN!!!
a great hsemate....a cool fren....a jamaican brother...all in all a blesssing to me and to all others out there who knows him...a good bassist with good musical hearing...a good guitarit and singer too...=)

nway here is something interesting....a kind of test which i took and its quite funny...enjoy...dunno true not..:)

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Merry Christmas!!!Ho ho Ho

2005-12-18T16:02:00.000+08:00

Christmas is near!!!!hahha feeling the happy mood tho i still hav like two test comin up and one of them is on 23d of DEC slacker MMU...haha...

well well...just recently been singing for HUGE camp concert on stage...its an awesome thing to do to serve God and seeing young ppl so vibrant in worshipping God....the theme for HUGE camp this year is SNATCH...that is to snatch frens from the fire of hell...the speaker is Chad Jacobson...a powerful speaker...i had so much fun singing with the team..truly and awesome time of worship for God. Here is the team pic...=)

carolling!!!!yay.....and presents do i get one? well christmas away from home...guess it has its pro and cons....not much pressie...well but can spend time with frens and not family...tsk tsk..haha wanna go back wan...but got test on fri...hehe nvm..can help out in my church here doing KIDS Christmas party..yay..party where got lots and lots of ICE CREAMS!!! yum yum..

gotta go back to my studies....been slacking a lot...well past few days has its ups and downs and i thank God fro bringing me back to where i am now...thank you Lord Jesus...

BORED!!!!

2005-10-29T16:41:00.000+08:00

its been like bout 2 weeks since my holidays started..and guess wat..i'm bored...

this is like the most boring holidays i ever had..firstly cos all my frens are busy with A levels exams and stpm....means no goin out...haha..need to get busy tho for NOC IV!!!! cant wait..seriously..totally awesome one this time..=D

here's one pic i took long time ago with my sis..hehe

well..2 weeks ago..i visited the toy museum in Penang..the largest toy museum in the world...i think...haha...well interesting cos there are lots n lots n lots of toys inside...here are some pics i took..enjoy..:P

took with one of the lifesize gundam

street fighter collection

my fav ninja turtle RAPHAEL

predator sitting at the entrance

ninja turtle greeting me beside the counter

the night rider i guess from LOTR ;P

Morpheous fighting the twins in MATRIX

Gundam displayed

here's for the preview for the girls...dalmations...:P lotsmore i din post...

there are lots of other toys like barbie and star wars and even charmed..:) you should one day visit it in penang...

well happy holidays my frens..
God bless u all!!!!~

holidays!!!!!!

2005-10-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

well well....exams are finally over....and oh boy i am glad..tho iwonder do i need to retake soem..hehe.

nway i just cant wai for my cf camp in port dickson..hehe woo hoo beach gaes and stuff...hehe.. then of back to Pg..land of good food..yum yum..haha..

nway just updating u guys lie here seems to catch up a bit...settle down..adapting to it well... and msot of all...God is always there watching over me....:)

take care my frens....

i'm back..

2005-09-07T16:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo.....

well its been a long long long time since i ever update my blog...hehe..well for now....i deccided to come back....

so far..ive been super busy with lots of assignment and tests coming up.....imagine programming plus circuits and electronics boards and also maths...well well..this is engineering life....

Life has been pretty cool.....tho at times being emo is one of the option...nevertheless...being emo for a long time is not good..u need to coem out of the nutshell to looka t things in a diff way....yeah...then i can see wat it means by livign everyday a new day...it means when u wake up with a cheerful heart and go on each day with a high spirit thanking God for letting me live another day....:)

here is a bleach character that i might be...tho it looks cool...but..hahaha well wat u guys think.. do u think i act like Uruhara?!!!ekekke

What Bleach Character Are You?

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Vulnerable..

2005-07-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

hmm..days pass by..ppl pass by...and life continues....

some said ive grown to be emo...some said ive become sensitive... hmm...i wonder if i really am?

this few days hav been a really hectic and stressful day for me...ive experience a lot..lots of things in life....its easy to love someone but its hard to let go....its easy to get someone close to you but its hard to withdraw from being too close...

I felt so vulnerable....vulnerable to gettin hurt...jealous...Oh God help me to realise that You have a plan for me in everything that happen...hope i can get thru this...as exams are around the corner and i felt no mood to study..

being emo and sensitive is not good...Lord pls take away this pain as i need to learn how to pick myself up and let go...

Friends are there to pick us up from where we fall....

sometimes..i felt...vulnerably hurt...

but i need to get over it...

friends encourage me..
friends hurt me...
but friends whether close or far will nvr leave my heart...:)

I'm back!!!!

2005-07-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

hey peeps...

sorry for not blogging for so long....actuallyi'm quite busy with lots of stuff......and worst of all i still din start studying yet..this is gonna be my most slackiest trim..sigh....

nway....to cut things short.....hols was fun.....welll not msot of the time...cos i work for one month in a networking company....hehe...

then came back for orientation...this is one great week...cos i did hav lots of fun....wearing board and stuff..giving flyers n getting to know the alphas better...hehe...this year got lots of new freshies coming to CF and amazingly got a lot of girls....=D we went for pantai kundur and i got dump into the water...tradition...hehehe

well....all this fun passes..when the trim start...where books and elctures start to haunt u.... well for me....classses has nvr been that bored when u get really slacker lecterurs...wonder how MMU can accept them....well...still this time..i hav to really stick my head into the book and study study study study...

to make things worse..i got sick during the first week...and boy its really a total suffer..i seems to be like a zombie everyday to class....tsk tsk....

wellf or now...i relaly need to knock this words to my head...'STUDY OR U WILL FAIL!!!!!'
well back to really pressured life.....:(

Awesome camp n hols!!

2005-04-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

well...sorry guys for keeping so long to update this blog...

nway...IF camp was totally a rock on camp...i met pretty awesome peeps there....cool games...esp the treasure hunt around....totally a real FUN....and some great info in finding life partner.....i learn a lot from this camp....

ironically...i thought i will get a bit bored cos i dont even know any from the cyber...but God's love prove me wrong...i met lots and lots of new frenz....and i'm glad i get to know all of you...=)

after the camp...i had committee planning camp....that is another bonding camp..i mean i get to know a few more things bout the committee....and how a person can be different when in a discussion...and lotsa stuff...feeling very anxious and excited for the new term to start.....=P

that ended on sat...then Julian came over to stay in my hse.....had much fun with him around... then goin out with the other CF gang....went out that night for Edmund birthday celebration in gurney......the next day went out with the Alpha gang....Aaron Dayze Wayne Julian Belle Lucius and me!!=P ate chendol in Pg Street..then off to gurneyfor a movie.....hehe..Guess Who....its a great movie where it shows love conquers race.....

well...had pretty much fun last week...now back old bored mood....goin to find work tomoro...hope can get that job...heheh....

HAPPY HOLIDAYS my frens.......

God bless you all....=)

sick!!

2005-03-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

i vomitted!!!! boy..after i went class in the afternoon..i suddenly felt sick...feeling the headache... came home and went to sleep.....then woke up bout 715 for diner...went to eat porridge... feeling naseauting but continue eating...then ate panadol when i coem up to my room..next momnet having stomach upset....run to the sink..and i just vomitted out everything..ish....even my panadol..its like waterr pouring out form my mouth and nose...its the worst experience i ever had...

then lucius went to buy bread for me..while i boil some water to make hot milo..then ate two kaya bun and drink teh milo b4 i flopped myself to sleep....i've been sleeping and its a terrible experience with the pulsating mind....then at first i felt cold..after much tiem..i felt super hot...haha...well thank God i'm much better now...:)

hope i can heal in tiem to study for my finals which is coming in 6 days time...

Raising Hope on Good Friday

2005-03-26T02:49:00.000+08:00

well well..for the past few days..i was like a zombie as i kept myself busy with assignments and assignments and assignments...hehe...

just only last night hav to finalise my first draft for my academic essay..tho its already overdue.. I stay up till bout 4 to finish editing it...then wait for my bro to finish printing his..then print everything finish then do some other work and in between sleep ler..hehe..but all i know is that i woke up to off my com bout 6 sumthing b4 i really go to sleep and i woke up at bout 9 for my 10 o clock class......sleepy sial.....

then this afternoon Sharon Che Che ask me and bro to go swimming..hehe went at bout 230..boy i did get darker..ekkeke...can see the line of my swimming trunk d....swim for one hour b4 rushing back home to practise for last night Good Friday Service...:P

this evangelical service was simply superb....we have eagles communication from Singapore came over to lead the meeting..then this quartet of singers called crosswind..they sang beautiful song with marvelous hamony in voices as they relate about the hope and the salvation thru the death of our Lord Jesus Christ...:) in songs...boy i just love some of their composed songs...

then bro. Michael tan from Singapore came to give the message..he is a humourous yet dynamic in giving out the true message of Good friday..i can still remember one thing....u know bout the word sin??well its not just an act which we can see but its also the acts which u wish to do in heart.....and the word sin..there is the alpahabet I in between which shows the self centered part of sin..which we sometimes potray....so this sin became like a HABIT to us...and even we try to get the sin a way by taking the H away we still have ABIT..then we take away the A...still we hav BIT......then we think maybe we need to work harder..and we took the B away...but....there is still IT......then when we realised about this that we need to really take a way this I which represents our self centeredness....we got 't' and it is the cross which Jesus had died out of His love for us...

so..during this Easter..let us remmeber that about 2005 years ago...Jesus died on the cross without sin in him....but with the sin of ALL of us on him....out of his love for us....and if we truly love him....love one another....:)

Impression~

2005-03-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

well well....last night was...fabulously marvelously GREAT~..hehe...Impression was like the first Uni prom ive ever been and i heard from my frens its the grandest of all....:) and i ask my hsemate to set my hair..in the end i modify my hair myself..hehe:P

this prom was held at the Equatorial Hotel...and its really like grand....with special appearance by a few local artistes..

first the emcee for that night is non other than Rudy from, Hitz.tv..he's cool wacky and funny...hehe...

then we had the so called cool vic from Malaysian Idol..yea its cool to see him wearing an elegant white suit...but he really cant sing ler...he sang angels brought me here...its ok at first but he could not sing high..:P

then we hav the limelight of the day...RESHMONU....ehehe..he actually came to perform..and guess wat???? i got to snap a pic with him...hehe...:D

then Disagree and two dj came and perform...and we had a fun time dancing to the beat...ehe...

well....i did hav fun with my date, Belle and all my other frens....heheh...esp the alpha..hahah and Seniors....the cranky dance on the dancefloor...hehe...sweating like hell but still dancing...ekkeke

nway here are some pics of that night...enjoy!!!:)

Me in Aaron's coat

Me and my date, Belle

Me with the rest of the Alphas

Me, Lucius and RESHMONU

To be or not to bE?

2005-02-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes....things didn't turn out the way i wan it to be..but i guess God has a purpose for everything...

to be or not to be.....SAD....or should i be be grateful?

"God will make a way where there seems to be no way!"

Swimming & Prom~

2005-02-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

well well....this past few days seems to fly by just like a wind......and its so freaking hot here in mlc...luckily last night it rain!Thank God if not i sure die wan...hehehe

Nway yesterday went down town to buy tie for my prom...with Jason Renee Julian and my bro...wat a pity i got no coat but its ok wert...ehe i bought a black tie to match my pink shirt....hehe.....then after shopping for awhile we lal went swiimming at teh public p0ol.. YAY!!!! MAn!it feel so nice after sucha hot day to go for a relaxing swim...ehe..

after swimming for bout nearly 2 hours....we went to eat at Dragon Inn its a big hawker thingy ler....then we went to gsc wanting to watch a Series of misfortunate events but no mreo tics is avalable....in teh end guess wat we watch!!!!

THE BOOGEYMAN!!!

It sounds scary but tho the story line is a bit cacat...still it freak me out....monster in teh closet...your greatest fear..heheh...basically i got a few shocks ler and i closed my eyes in a few scenes...hehe BLEks...

Now my body seems to ache due to sudden stretching of muscle...hehehe

and boy..i cant wait for prom...:) this is gonna be my second prom in my entire life..:)

cant wait for it..:P

lone valentine..

2005-02-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

well well.....cny is over..somemore wats over??!!..hmm....one thing i know its not over yet is EXAMs.....sigh..

Just came back yesterday..reach Malacca bout 745pm.. i think it takes bout 9 hours..consider the traffic jam....on the way saw threee accident..ahha that caused more jams...one its between a waja and a wira..boy...the car bonnet was like halfway up man...then another one is three Subaru from Sg was cutting in and out of the lanes then went very fast....next momnet later saw the cars at teh side of the road...one is facing the opposite direction and all the ppl inside came out to inspect the tyre?!!! i wonder did it went out of control and skid??!! nobody knows...hehe=P

well....reach my room do some clean up then start my com..and lo and behold..it cant detect my harddisk....the msg asking me to determine my boot disk keep popping up..i tried unplug the cable and do all kind of stuff for a few times...still the same...just when i was about to give up...i pray..and somehow i tried a few more times unplug and replug again...and it works...yay!!!

then as i was about to enjoy chatting with frens....when i realised i got App Maths assignment due on Valentines day....and i didn't even start doing it yet....sigh.. more work to be done...consider i din even study for my chemistry test which is tomoro....

Luckily i did finish now.....and oh yea..ehhe thanks Dayze for the nice red bracelet....its cool... and thanks Sharon for the nice cookies...delicious yum yum....:P
and speaking of tomoro....its not just my App Maths assignment due date and my Chem test..its my SIS, LYDIA'S BIRTHDAY!!!!

Tomoro is Valentines day....guess another year being alone kua on that day :(
kinda miss *** now....life goes on........=)

Sad + Fun

2005-01-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

today was kinda a tiring day for me.....

jz a quick update cos wanna sleep d..hehehe

today in church did a farewell for Hsulynn...she goin off to NZ to further her studies...its so sad as she is leaving this coming Sat...adn we got close like so fast....so its kinda an emo thingy ler...haha

then after church went over Soli's hse to help clean his hse...ahhah did it till like 10 at night...din notice it.......hehehhe.....

then after that went downtown to Frens cafe to eat with Hsulynn Soli Dayze and my bro.... had a fun chat there...
then off we go to Klebang Besar the beach..Yay!!!!haha took some funny pics there..will be up in a few days..heheh...then come back....

though its a tiring day..its also gonna be my most fun also sad day ler
cos it wil be last tiem i see Hsulyyn b4 she go off mer:)

Nway wish u all the best Hsulynn...

gotta go sleep....got class tomoro..kekekke

sigh gotta study too..haha freakin out d me...:P

Nitez ppl...

Drama N Midterm Craze!!

2005-01-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

yo...
it's been a while since i last blog...
ok here's the update...

Ive been very, super busy with my drama practise....hope everything turns out well tomoro night....hehe...imagine me and adrian with another 3 girls in my group[the only girl in PE02] well...it's kinda tough as i need to direct them and show them how the expression and stuff ler... tho its a bit time consuming but it's all worth it cos its fun...hope thier passion for drama won run dry....:P

then coming up next week will be my midterm test b4 goin back for CNY..Yay!!!but..still....sigh... I still not prepared for my exam..due to a lot of procrastinating..now it seems i'm like way behind schedule to understand everything..hope this comin few days i will be able to crack my tiny puny brain into a full maximum power throttle to get an A for all the subject...ekeke....
Study...Study..Study...but all work no play makes me a boring boy...ehhehe....

well..i heard bout the mices in Dahlia got eaten by two stray cats..ish..so cruel but still they are going to be eaten by trial rite??!!!{snake} kekek.....not much diff..BLEK

Nway gotta go prepare for my drama Full dress rehearsal tonight.....

and to all my frens who are havin exam now...all the best and GANBATE!!!!

liFe N cRusHes

2005-01-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

i changed my blog title!!!:P

well....i cant seems to get back into the mood of studying...haih...all my lectures seems to just breeze thru so fast....and i dont understand...

todays a public holiday..

its also SAM YAU BIRTHDAY!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!

i dont know why..but i felt like....i seems to have crushes...since i came to mmu...:D

sigh.....

haha..nway here is a pic of me and my bro during our birthday in EP!!:P

BUSY..BUsy..busy.....

2005-01-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

well well...its over....NOC3

heheh...it feel so nice to not have a busy night everyday but in a way felt sad cant mix with the gang everyday....:(

nway back to classes..lectures...and homeworks and homeworks and lots and lots of tutorials to do and studies.....sigh....realised i've been so behind in lectures...haih....gotta speed up my brain intake man.....so lazy this few days...:P

Last Sun went for movie meet the fockers...ehehe... really funny ler the show..then went to eat ikan bakar at night yum yum....i still want to eat more of that..BLEUKZ

today so busy with stuff to do...got preparation for interfaith Talk tomoro.....and tonight got cf..YAY!!!!!hehe cant wait to listen to our special speaker for tonight from INdonesia....:)

and oh yea another thing...ehe..i'm truly blessed with frens......here in MLC....its my first birthday away from home..and i HAD FUN!!!!!!!hehe

THANK YOU GUYS AND GALZ!!!!!!!!!!

NOC coming...

2005-01-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!!!

Its been long since i updaAted my blog....due to the stupid connection in EP....really cannot tahan...but at least now a bit faster than before lor..hehe...

for the past few weeks i've been very busy practising for NOC...
Its a Christmas Presentation entitled ' A Time To Love'
i'm very excited bout this play cos all my frens are coming and i want to let them know the message of God sacrificial Love for us....

hmm...life back in uni also becoming more taxing as mroe responsibility is being pushed on me.... I was reelected as the class rep and boy...i do hav lotsa work to do...

anyway...Christmas in MLC first time without my parents was great though i miss the time back home....New year too was great....

3 more days to the big SHOWDOWN!!!!!!!!1 of NIGHT OF CELEBRATIOn!!!!

I cant wait..and i'm gettin nervous bout this d...:P

Back in MLC and NOC!!!

2004-12-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!!!!!!!it feels good to be back in MLC though i was reluctant to come back.....holidays back in Penang was great....glad to see all my frens back....though some of them are quite busy with their own stuff....so really miss them and cant see them....

the first thing when i reach home....my mum just stared at my hair...arrggh.. she said i look like a girl..ish..thats why i hav to go cut cant let any of my frens to see my long hair..sigh.....ekkeke....now its liek so short and thin...hope it can grow quite long b4 NOC...

back in Penang i helped out in my church sunday school camp...hehe....hav to be big bro there..heeh...snuggle with them on a few matresses....played with them...and felt like a kid again..heeh..glad to see some hav grown matured and prettier and cute..eh..eheh...:P

then.,..hanging out with frens karaokeing in red box...it was awesome....i din get to spent much time with all my frens ler...sigh..so sad....then hav to come back for NOC prac...

the tension and excitement is picking up for me...NOC!!!!!

when i got back on mon morn....me and my bro was stuck in melaka raya for half an hour cos no taxi till one passed by...phew...hehe...

then clear all my stuff in my new room.....then went for NOC prac...its really tiring but worth the sacrifice to make this noc a success in bringing forward the msg.....its been one week and we hav LOTSA practise...hehe....

now classes jz started...pressure is building up....sigh...

at least christmas is comin...presents!!!!!!!!!!!:D

pity i cant go home cos few days only break...gonna be my first time away from family for Christmas.......

:(

nway MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my Buddies, my Croonies, my FRENZ>>>>>>>.:P

Bored!!!

2004-11-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

well..well........i cant wait to go home in two days time.......and i miss penang food..my mum and dad homecook food yum yum....haha

sigh..just came back from church..kinda tired.....dunno why my body seems like aching all over again...hmmm....wonder is it becos i'm growing????? ahhahha,,hope so ler...
nway now super bored ler.......got nth to do...no movie to watch....have anyone of u out there watch alexander dee??? wait for me..i'm comin back to Penang and i wanan watch.......ehhe blek....with u all...

just get to know bout the new block that i'm shifting to....boy the cupboard is so damn small....the bed is like so near to each other....then the living room seems like no ventilation....arrgghh.... haih....

well anyway miss u peeps at home....my frens in pg....frens heere in mlc..and whoever i din speak of.......

hope to see u all man....:):P

and oh yea....janet had left mlc for good...sigh...nway wish u all the best janet and don forget me..haha......:P

A simple Gesture

2004-11-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

i got this from Sharon's fren blog..its touching...read it...:)

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly , "why?". "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!".

At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember". "You carried me in your arms", she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, youmust carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning."

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms." His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now."

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old."

I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious."

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

EXAMS over and football!!!!!!

2004-11-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!!!!!!exams over..heheh i felt so relieved tho i dunno if i did really well in it or not..haha

well..just played football with the cf gang at the basketball court at bout 930...but it felt nice to let lose once in a while..ehehe.........

now i'm totally bored ler..hehe

super bored........

sigh..........

i got sakura??!!!!!!!!

2004-11-22T13:54:00.001+08:00

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

ahha..i got sakura.....dunno if that is correct...hehe though i wanna be like naruto or jiraiya or the cool kakashi....eheeh..or even shikamaru..hehehe
blek!

CALCULUS!!!!!!!!1down 2 to go........

2004-11-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

just had my calculus exam....boy the question was tough.....i nearly did not have enought time to do the question...but Thank GOD i managed to finish 5 question which is required but then...but still i found otu got a few careles mistakes elr.........ehehe..hope i can score in this term ler....

nway still got PHysics test and english.....for now i want to REST..ehehe mind gonan blow up if study too much....

guess have to resort to sleep and a few movies b4 start the marathon in studyin....:)

FUTSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

boy!!!!!!!!i did have fun just now........

i went to play futsal with the cool guys....ehheh.......sam, justin, deric, Joash, Vijay, Mark, Edmund, Alan, affryl(did i get it right??:P) , Solomon and Lucius.....

hehe
we get to see all kind of things..ehehe..from the supersave and body charge of deric to afryl super flapping shoes with lights..hehe...then the long ranges of goals from Sam and the superb solo tapping and strike from affryl........hehe.....overall we all have super fun playing futsal to release our tension fo studyin for finals..ehe.......

you ppl shud see affryl shoes chun ler..........hehehe.......really when it torn and then the toes coem out then when he strike it went 180 degress..
chun man.........ahaha

we play for one hour ...boy we all relaly tired man..ehehe
then we all went to subaidah to eat.........while watching football highlights.....

just reach home adn feeling all tired but satisfies of playing futsal man..i love that game..

now..i have to go back into books..hehe din study for the past few days ler..eheh slacking really bad man..ehhe.....

chaoz ppl...
and nitez~

yay!!!!!!!one way

2004-11-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

yay i manage to get one way music on my web.........
enjoy..........;P

bored!!!!!!!!!Man Utd better win over Newcastel!!!!!!

2004-11-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

well.......this past few days hav been goin by just like that pretty fast.........ehehe.....and i have been sick since deepavali....... and its killing me..the sorethroat mouth ulcer...arrgghhh...imagine the torture of cant eat the fried things....KFC............pizza............sigh..hope i can get healed fast man.........hmm............

finals in one week........

i din study yet..wat am i doin huh??? watch slam dunk......naruto......gundam...vandread.......and movies.....i din even study yet............man...........the pressure is gettin near...........i think i better start tomoro...ehe........

well it hinks thats all for now since life here is kinda pretty bored for me for now with no food outlets open near here........hhmmmmmmmm.........

and before i go.........Renee insist i say that she is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!hahahha guess it fits the meaning kua........BLEK............

Chaoz~

wat a day!!!!!!

2004-11-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

well........its been a while since i update my blog...

ep connection is gettin really sucky......i cant go on9 a few days..the most also can go on9 but the connection fluctuating ler.......hope the new block will ahv a more stable server..
hehehe

well....life...this trimester is gettin relaly hectic.......NOC prac....physics...boy i really need to study quantum and radioactive......calculus.....man....integration and differentiation...hehe..limits to is killing me...hehe........

hmm..........today went for practise for worship tomoro..and....after that me, my bro, julian, shih wen and the tze twins..went to supreme to eat....and guess wat...we a found a dead cockroach with only one leg with no head inside shih wen sweet and sour chicken rice........eeeeeewwwwwwww.....then we aks the waiter to take it back..then shih wen felt liek don wanan eat dee...then the boss felt bad and gave her a plate of chips for free..hehe.....

well......now...bored ler after watching the latest naruto....and then....lazy to study now...
dunno wat to do...ish.....
startin tomoro no more classes.........must study for finals and practise for noc.......

busy busy....hehe

missing all my frens back in penang now...:)

love!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

life hav become pretty complicated..
thigns happen this few days.....
some of you might know it..........
but some dont..
anyway.........things happened..and it happend..

hmm...............
why do we hav to go thru emotional stress.....
things aournd me hav been moving pretty quick..i see ppl who are once single became a couple and once a couple became single....
things get pretty hectic..

why does love hav to hurt..........

ahha..its seems the answer is this......when u love someone...the greatest love is when u lay down ur life for your fren....
its not merely something to see from a bf and gf but the love where frens do hav a true frenship......love that comes from the heart and not just physical attraction.........

sigh...........i felt sad to see ppl falll under thier love life..
hmm..
i kind of love this song.,
its perfect fan from backstreet boys..
the songs has meaningful words...for mum...:)

Backstreet Boys The Perfect Fan lyrics
It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

Chrous:
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed meJust how to walk without your hands
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan
God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

Chrous
You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would
Always be thereI wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine

Chrous
Cause mom you always wereMom
you always wereMom you always were
You know you always were
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan
I love you mom

"love is somethign that u give it away"

Mission Trip!!!

2004-10-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

well...yesterday whole bunch of us from CF ,mostly alphas went over to kampung jus and kampung Gunung Ledang to do some mission trip..

Pas joanne, Bro. David, jason, solomon, belle, renee, julian, joel lucius, dayze, edmund and me....

we left forkampung Jus after havin breakfast and the food court....the journey was pretty interesthing with all the "nice" potholes and the dung on the road by some cows..haha

we reached kampung Jus at bout 11 something...then we were introduced to Pas. joseph who is the pastor there..we met a few ppl there....paul, jonathan and others ler..nice tlaking to them...

next..nearly bout 330pm..we went over to gunung ledang...the road to it was way relaly worse like doing a rally racing just that imagine a van a kembara an atos and an isawara driving this road condition..scary..........hehe got holes everywhere no proper tar roads....soem roads are so narrow that only a car can go thru chun chun...........hmm.......but thank God we reach there safely.....

there we did some programs for the kids..haha..had much fun there...entertaining them....
the kids were kinda dirty looking wearing shabby clothes and barefooted....some are quite young but very active..imagine they can climb up trees like a monkey..fast and very agile....

at bout 7pm we decided to leave cos its getting dark and there is no electricity there...then comes the interesthing part..the holes on the road....some are filled with mud and lo and behold soli car got stuck..aha shud see the pics from renee cam elr..hehe..then i was in jason car....he moved and soemhow also got stuck..,being the only guy there i had to goout and try to push the car,.luckily got some of the porang asli came and help....but still i got my whole leg till my ankle ler into the mud..haha so pai seh to go into the car like hat luckily got newspaper....

thats the worst part lor..

this morning we attend thier service its nice to see that they are so vibrant in worshipiing God..

this mission trip has make me realise how much we hav ben blessed as we compare to thier life...it also make me think of all the things that i worry and complain..though they led a simple life they still do hav thier own problems but when u listen to thier problem..u will see that our problem seems like nth compare to them..,..i see those kids running around...so excited when they see strangers...and also thier curiosity to know more bout God....it reminds me that i need to build up such simple faith in God and walk a life full with blessings....

God bless u all.....:)

AARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

MY PENANG HOUSE GOT BURGLARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrgghhhh...d*** this really just spoilt my good mood..ish.....of all things...

ok...wats lost..........

my old pc back in penang....all my photos..memories..all gone to that stupid burglar....

then my pS1...ish....cannot play anymore...:(

my parents belongings..jewellery...mum's purse.....and even my mum kindergarten stuff which was just bought......and it cost RM200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and of all things....my cousin who is my neighbour saw the burglar..went into my house...then he heard a loud sound....PPOOMM!!!!!!...but then he din tell my aunt bout it.....ish..and of all things this happen in broad daylight in the evening..imagine its 730pm where everybody is still awake...

and the worst thing is that...my house is about 3 mins walk to the police station.....arrgghhhh!!!!

i'm so frustrated.....why does this things happen when things seems to be going right...

sigh..............

nway i did had a good time before this incident..went to have chendol with the stef, grace, sam, win nee, soon, aaron, cp, lucius.....and met kamini.......

ish then went for mission trip meeting when the call of the burglary came...

ish this really make my day sad for now...........

arrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!

devastated............

God, may u bless this burglar that he may realise his mistake of burglaring ppl one day...

sigh..............

peekaboo!!!!!!!!

2004-10-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

well well....today is and interesting day for me..hehe.....yesterday went to gym..then this morning woke up whole body aching and its raining..yay!!! hahah went class late for 10 mins...still ok kua,.,eeheh

then at 12 to 2 i had my tutorial.....but then......somethins occured

things that really excites all the boys in my class..ahaha

actually nth much elr..

my fren kept peeping thru the slit in the room into another room which has lots of girls..and...fortunately the girl nearest to it is quite pretty...

then we had a 5 mins break...while they all went out to try to peek thru the door another fren came and tear a piece of paper and wrote another fren phone number down and put it thru the slit..hehe..and i was standing in front of the slit..and oh boy i saw the girls face..she has nice eyes..hehe..pity...ehehe...

:P

ok...now back to myself now...i guess i'm falling sick elr...been havin headache occasioanally now.....hmm....must drink more water....

arrgghhh test comin up next week...gotta study.....tsk tsk....been very lazy ler..
hahah
blek

CF!!

2004-10-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

ummm......life back in trim 2 is kinda hectic considering how many things to do...but i'm excited bout cf tonight..hehe...now reading naruto manga....nth much to do....tsk tsk...cant wait for NOC and cant wait on wat role i'm playing..hehe....

many things happen this past few days....and i dont knwo whether to be glad for it to happen or sad.....but all in all...i guess God has a plan for everythin....i hav been havin this weird dream...for the past few nights...like i cant remeber the detail erl..but i just wake up liek a few times every night resulting in lack of good sleep..hehe

nway i'm glad that i hav frens around me.....

bored............

feeling kinda crazy yet sad..duno??

hmm....am i a good fren???

tsk tsk....

but......

i feel kinda tired to hide things ler....

i had crushes since i came to MMU....

i had been thru seeing thisn happening.....good or bad...

but i felt i still love the one........

ish nvm....

anyway its her birthday tomoro...

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY P**

:P

YaY!!!!!!!!!!~

2004-09-26T02:24:00.000+08:00

yea....i got a blogspot account at last..heheh..it seems more interesting ler here.....
hmm...nway gotta chaos.....got church tomoro....heeheheeeeeeeeeeeeee